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About Me Member Self-proclaimed Genius trixstarking16/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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And now... I quit.

Mon Jun 29, 2009, 11:53 PM
After struggling... For so damn long....

I finally quit. I'm done fighting with people. I'm done trying my hardest to make things work with people when they obviously don't give me the time of day a week ago.

I'm sick of the liars.

I'm sick of the pain.

I've bled it out. The wounds I have will NOT heal.

I've done everything I possibly can. It is impossible to please anyone in this God forsaken world.

Even the one person I loved hurt me.

So here's to everyone.

Enjoy your life.

I'm done thinking of being selfish and trying to be selfless.

I'm done trying to please people.

I'm done getting hurt.

I'm just DONE.

No one will miss it.

No one will care.

No one will wonder why I'm not even there.

I'm not important to anyone.

I have no talents.

I haven't got anything special about me.

I can't sing.

I can't write.

I can't paint.

I can't do anything that is good

So there won't be anything to miss.

Good bye to everyone out there who gives a damn big enough to read this.

And fuck you to everyone who gives a damn to read this and laugh and say "look at the little emo kid."

Go for it. Make me hurt. Everyone else does it so why the fuck shouldn't you?

Have a happy fucking life.

Because I will NOT be in it.

No no no no no no no....

I will NEVER be in it.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: the sound of razors to my skin
  • Reading: The blood on my arms
  • Watching: My bones turn red
  • Playing: with the razors
  • Eating: the knowledge of death
  • Drinking: the drink of doom

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Great Falls
  • Interests: Hacky Sack, Reading, Movies
  • Favourite movie: The Dark Knight
  • Favourite band or musician: I'm kinda diggin' Theory of a Deadman...
  • Favourite genre of music: Hard Rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Terry Goodkind
  • Favourite style of art: Grunge
  • Operating System: Mac OS X Leopard
  • MP3 player of choice: 80GB iPod Classic
  • Favourite game: Legend of Zelda, The: Majora's Mask
  • Favourite gaming platform: None
  • Personal Quote: Experience is nothing without the knowledge gained from it.
  • Tools of the Trade: My hands...

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Comments


:iconcelestial-offering:
Clone....

......misses you..........

.......talk to me........

......X_X the kids are drivin me nuts.......

........love,....

..........your clone with breasts...

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s; but you admit to big black booty and round black titties?
TFS: yes i do
TFS: i eat fried chicken every sunday with corn bread and baked beans
S: So you eat cock every sunday while corning some guy named B Read and getting baked with the Beans?
:iconan1ken:
Howzit sean, how you doing mate?? Hope you keeping well.

Just thought id say hi.

Be blessed
J

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Only a life lived for others is worth living
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:icontrixstarking:
I'm doing decent mate. I've been reading up on your journal entries about that sickness and stuff.

I'm glad you're doing well!

I haven't done any art recently, which is kind of obvious, but I just haven't had time.

Can't remember my password for GFXJunk anymore either. Oh well.


What about you? What are you up to?

Sean

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S: but you admit to big black booty and round black titties?
TFS: yes i do
TFS: i eat fried chicken every sunday with corn bread and baked beans
S: So you eat cock every sunday while corning some guy named B Read and getting baked with the Beans?
:iconan1ken:
Good to hear its going well, Ive just been having school ey, Health is up and down...But God is amazing and he makes the dreams come true.


Glad your keeping well. O and use the forgotten password for GFXJUNK all of us had to when they made the switch to VB

An1

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Only a life lived for others is worth living
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:icontrixstarking:
I don't know what that is though. xD

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S: but you admit to big black booty and round black titties?
TFS: yes i do
TFS: i eat fried chicken every sunday with corn bread and baked beans
S: So you eat cock every sunday while corning some guy named B Read and getting baked with the Beans?
:iconan1ken:
underneath where you enter username and password there should be a link to forgotten password or forget ...... Just click it and follow prompts/

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Only a life lived for others is worth living
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:icony2joker:
Thanks for the Fav! ^^
:icontrixstarking:
Yup. No problem. :)

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S: but you admit to big black booty and round black titties?
TFS: yes i do
TFS: i eat fried chicken every sunday with corn bread and baked beans
S: So you eat cock every sunday while corning some guy named B Read and getting baked with the Beans?
:iconjoco42:
I found you!

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